This is the loneliest time in my life. I thought that I would be okay with only having my husband as my only lifeline to humanity. I have gone into a very low dark place in my life.
I do not know how to explain it. I like to be at home by myself but I also like to have to have friends that call to say ” Hey, how are you? Wanna grab lunch today?” I really miss the community that we had in AZ. I understand that my husband works at home and that he needs to have his time to get his projects done but he is my only friend here in OK. When he tells me that I talk to him too much or that I need to leave him alone. It makes me go even lower into my darker hole.
I really need some sunshine in my little cave. I would love to fine some relief.